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Dec 05, 2005 22:44

empty...
I want to be alone.. there is only one person i want to be with and i cant.. one person i want to talk to .. who doesnt want to talk to me........ i feel lost and empty... people make me sad and miserable . .. i want to disappear for a few days and try and figure the world out.... why do simple things become great things and good things become bad.....
i am suppose to go to snow ball and to prom.. i dont want to i cancell..... if i cant be with keith what is the point... and my friends..well if they want to see me they can find a way i give up on the world i think i like this different school.. i sit at my lunch table where i sit with people who dont know my first name..... they dont know if i am ther or not they dotn care.. i am invisable........and that seems right .. at the momment.. ............i think i go to sleep...... i am soo confused..

Brittany rose
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