I don't wanna...
So ummm... you know how I've been saying I can't wait to leave... I've lied and it is biting me in the ass big time. I'm not ready to leave and I'm making myself have a nervous breakdown over it. I've been a crying mess for about 3 weeks now and nothing seems to be working. I've been talking to my sister alot and I just can't seem to bring myself to wanting to go. I know its silly but its very hard. I'm crying now just thinking about it. I don't wanna go make new friends. I want my same hell hole life I have right now! I can't do it guys. Its way to hard. My roommates rock. And I know I'll have a blast with them. But I can't go... someone else go for me! PLZ