I'm dying for human contact

[ushstalker]

I miss you so much, but I don't want to. I think I've given up. As hard as I tried and as much as worked to keep us alive and together, I failed. But hey, it's for the best, right? Now all that's left to do is pray that I never see you again so it doesn't hurt anymore. So much for my date with Amanda or the trip to the zoo with Minnder. It's ok though. I'm great at rearranging my life. Right now the only thing to look forward to is NFG. I'm not sure if I care, but if I do, I'll have a blast. I love you. I love you. I love you. Goodbye.

PS - Kat, go to see Reel Big Fish. I think you need to. Good book, by the way.