Nov 23, 2005 14:49
alright. here is my final letter to you. my last fucking timewasted letter to you.
i gave you everything i had. i spilled my heart for you. and all i ever asked for was for you to return the favor. but i was never fucking good enough for you. i gave you the world. and you treated me like shit. and now you treat your new boyfriend like a fucking king. you wasted my fucking time. you took over a year and a half from me. and i can never get it fucking back. you broke my fucking heart. and you still do. every fucking day. every time you i hear his fucking name it kills me. you meant the world to me. i loved you more than you could have ever known. and all you had to do was love me back. so thanks. you've fucking ruined me. you made me a fucking junky for so long. drugs and liquor became my fucking life. so thanks. look at me now. i'm fucked up. because of you.
and yeah. i'm still broken hearted.