"...am i crazy, have i lost myself?..."
school today sucked. i really wish i hadn't gone. we got report cards today. i did better than i thought i did, so im happy about that. there has been sooo much drama around me lately. all the people that i thought were my friends, the people that i think would never do anything to hurt me, are all the ones who cause me stress. everywhere i turn its all the same thing. isnt it horrible how something may not even involve you, but somehow you end up right in the middle? seems like thats a new trend these days. personally, i dont understand it. thank goodness tomorrow's thursday. even though i didnt go to school for two days im worn out. i just want the weekend to hurry up. sometime im gonna be seeing carl. im not sure whether i should be excited or nervous. who knows what thats gonna be like.