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I have no idea how someone that can hurt you more than anyone else, you can continue to care about, or maybe even love. I mean,I have gone through so much with *him* and still, I have these feelings that wont subside for anything. How is that poissible? He's hurt me soo much, he's done such stupid things, he's gotten himself into trouble that he could never being to undo, and throughout all of this my feelings for *him* havent changed, well, if they have, its only made them stronger. How could I possibly love that in a person. I know how wrong he is for me, but still, im the only one there for him. He needs people, but it's me who has gone out of my way to salvage anything left between us. I want something to become of us soo badly that the thought of things not working out just kills me. Whatever he's thinking about right now as he sits alone in the dark, I hope im included in his thoughts, because he's always in mine...