Oct 16, 2005 01:16
okay so apparently im an "out of sight, out of mind" person. meaning that when my little moves to appollo beach...i will never talk to her again. give me a fucking break. all of my REAL friends that i am away from, i talk to regularly. and when i was living in tampa, away from everyone at home, the one person that i called on a daily basis is the one who told anneliese that i am an "out of sight, out of mind" person and that our friendship probably wouldn't last much longer. i am so pissed off right now.
on top of that, a bunch of work shit happened and people think they know whats going on, and they tell other people, who then tell other people, who then tell me. don't think im not going to find out when you tell people shit like that, becuase i always find out. so fuck you. because you may think that you know whats going on with me, but you don't, and frankly, its none of your fucking business, so why dont you shut your fucking mouth and mind your own god damn business.
so i hope that my new plan will work, because i dont know how much more of the bullshit i can take. fuck you madeira beach.
anneliese is moving to appollo beach in march. that makes me really sad. i dont know what im going to do without my little being here 24-7. this fucking sucks. i've been crying since she told me.
vacation was great, and now the end of it has been ruined.
fuck em
-jess