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i've realized i've become a bitter son of a bitch lately. i have been rather resentful and cold of even the people i consider close to me. to those of you i am sorry. life has been manipulating and evolving faster than i guess i can mature into it. and i guess im just trying to cope with the changes. there are things in my life right now that i am trying to figure out. im still happy though not really depressed. im not sure if things are going to work out with sheila, im hopeful but i need to talk to her. well right now i have a cold and a very sore throat with a cough. i suggest not pissing me off today, or i'll resort to being a bitter son of a bitch for the rest of the day. im gonna hate getting in the water tonight...