Hey Journal
I should update more ;_; I have been spending most of my free time studying, going to lectures, playing computer games, and drinking. Somehow I got out of the habit of reflecting all of my days thoughts. Instead I am filling my brain with mindless FFXI tasks and trying to better understand History and how and why the world is how it is.
I had a dream i was a ninja/master of disguise type thief last night. It got a little too surreal at times I forced myself awake a few times and then fell right back into the same dream!!! I remember having to hide from someone, being in a mall grocery store, stealing someones cart when they looked away, pushing the cart away and then sneaking off (perhaps on a horse???) and then the people who's cart I stole approached another person looking like me from behind and then having the person turn around to be someone else wearing a wig? I also may have thrown a smoke bomb or lept over the aisle shelf to sneak away. I am not sure... I think I was able to attempt to steal the cart more than once? Like I said... it was surreal. You don't need shrooms when you have bizarro ninja dreams :P
INDIA vs. PAKISTAN and PAKISTAN vs. PAKISTAN This conflict could get my ass drafted >< Do we all realize what it means for Pakistan to have to call marshall law? The leader literally had to call the army in to protect his position as leader! Protect me protect me ahhhhh! Well, if his ass and army are killed off or disband and the islamic fundies get in their and take their nukes what will happen? They will wipe out Israel, and with whatever is left will be thrown at India and I will be god damned if our fuck'n military alliances and obligations to the world as the motherfuk'n world police won't suck us into their petty stone religious squabbles and destroy half the planet in the process!!! Yes, this could happen and it could suck me and all of my peers into the army to get those weapons >.<' '>.<; ;>.<' What will China and the U.N. do? Will we be forced to contain this threat and be perceived as over stepping our boundary? Or will the other islamic fundies all jihad us while in Pakistan? Save the world? nah, just keep in going for a bit longer. This could SO explode into WWIII... we will see.
I had a dream i was a ninja/master of disguise type thief last night. It got a little too surreal at times I forced myself awake a few times and then fell right back into the same dream!!! I remember having to hide from someone, being in a mall grocery store, stealing someones cart when they looked away, pushing the cart away and then sneaking off (perhaps on a horse???) and then the people who's cart I stole approached another person looking like me from behind and then having the person turn around to be someone else wearing a wig? I also may have thrown a smoke bomb or lept over the aisle shelf to sneak away. I am not sure... I think I was able to attempt to steal the cart more than once? Like I said... it was surreal. You don't need shrooms when you have bizarro ninja dreams :P
INDIA vs. PAKISTAN and PAKISTAN vs. PAKISTAN This conflict could get my ass drafted >< Do we all realize what it means for Pakistan to have to call marshall law? The leader literally had to call the army in to protect his position as leader! Protect me protect me ahhhhh! Well, if his ass and army are killed off or disband and the islamic fundies get in their and take their nukes what will happen? They will wipe out Israel, and with whatever is left will be thrown at India and I will be god damned if our fuck'n military alliances and obligations to the world as the motherfuk'n world police won't suck us into their petty stone religious squabbles and destroy half the planet in the process!!! Yes, this could happen and it could suck me and all of my peers into the army to get those weapons >.<' '>.<; ;>.<' What will China and the U.N. do? Will we be forced to contain this threat and be perceived as over stepping our boundary? Or will the other islamic fundies all jihad us while in Pakistan? Save the world? nah, just keep in going for a bit longer. This could SO explode into WWIII... we will see.