May 28, 2005 03:58
I just wish everything would be okay.
I know eventually it will all be, but I want it now.
You know how I do.
Little Miss Impatience over here
I believe if the shortcut is effective, then why the hell aren't you taking it?
I fucking miss you already.
What am I going to be like come the beginning of the semester?
Perhaps I'll find someone else to waste time with.
And probably you will too. You're attractive as all hell, I don't see why not.
That's the problem, you're fucking gorgeous to me, inside and out and all I want is a little more time..
A little more time being the rest of forever....
Just love me.
Perhaps I'm selfish to want you all to myself just yet.
But I want everything now, I can't wait.
I know what scares you, and I'm sorry.
For you, maybe I'll have to wait.
In the end, we'll know if "meant to be" is really what we are.
I'm just so confused as to what to think and I'm still terrified of being left alone.
So for right now.. I need someone. Perferably, you.
I want safety, stability and security in someone, and I thought that was what everyone wanted so I don't understand how you can be afraid of that. I don't understand it, but I accept it, because I understand you and exactly how you think right now already... I just wish I knew exactly what you were thinking.
I hurt and wish I didn't. I should get over this, move on and be happy and know that eventually, it will all be okay. Perhaps this was meant to be a temporary thing. It was definetly enjoyable. I hope you have a good life and keep in touch with me.
I just wish you weren't leaving.
It's not that I need someone to make me happy. It just nice to have someone around that makes me happier.
Make sense?