pressure drop
so tyler showd up and i learned that subway decided not to hire anyone so im not employed as of yet. its pretty depressing. but we hung out and insanity ensued the likes of which i will transcribe later lets just say he was tyler through and through and as crazy as he is id fucking die for that kid hes loyal above anything else and thats a rare quality and id fucking shank anyone who said otherwise.
adam outrage (3:26:32 AM): it may sound like i keep trying to end us
adam outrage (3:26:34 AM): but thats not it
adam outrage (3:26:51 AM): im just im prepared for it to happen even though i dont want it to happen
adam outrage (3:27:05 AM): sometimes when ive had too much to drink it doesnt translate but
adam outrage (3:27:11 AM): thats actually what it is
adam outrage (3:27:28 AM): im just prepared for things to not go the way i want them to go
delinquent squid (3:28:15 AM): well I.. honestly can't leave. lol
adam outrage (3:28:25 AM): why not?
delinquent squid (3:28:43 AM): my brain can't fathom it. =( it goes into weird shock mode whenever it thinks it's gonna happen.
adam outrage (3:29:04 AM): shock mode? what is shock mode?
delinquent squid (3:29:20 AM): a weird surreal kinda thing. where i am unfocused on everything.
adam outrage (3:29:41 AM): hmm ill try to rememeber that
delinquent squid (3:31:34 AM): listen i love you. and when i say i love you i mean i fucking LOVE YOU like all i think about is you you you and everything reminds me of you and i can never find myself counting down to anything else other than being with you. it's not bullshit. it's real, and unconditional, and dedication, and i can't be taken away from it without a fight.
<3<3<3
adam outrage (3:26:32 AM): it may sound like i keep trying to end us
adam outrage (3:26:34 AM): but thats not it
adam outrage (3:26:51 AM): im just im prepared for it to happen even though i dont want it to happen
adam outrage (3:27:05 AM): sometimes when ive had too much to drink it doesnt translate but
adam outrage (3:27:11 AM): thats actually what it is
adam outrage (3:27:28 AM): im just prepared for things to not go the way i want them to go
delinquent squid (3:28:15 AM): well I.. honestly can't leave. lol
adam outrage (3:28:25 AM): why not?
delinquent squid (3:28:43 AM): my brain can't fathom it. =( it goes into weird shock mode whenever it thinks it's gonna happen.
adam outrage (3:29:04 AM): shock mode? what is shock mode?
delinquent squid (3:29:20 AM): a weird surreal kinda thing. where i am unfocused on everything.
adam outrage (3:29:41 AM): hmm ill try to rememeber that
delinquent squid (3:31:34 AM): listen i love you. and when i say i love you i mean i fucking LOVE YOU like all i think about is you you you and everything reminds me of you and i can never find myself counting down to anything else other than being with you. it's not bullshit. it's real, and unconditional, and dedication, and i can't be taken away from it without a fight.
<3<3<3