The death of one is a tradgedy. The death of millions is a sight to see.
I'm so uneasy and overwhelmed today.
I seem to be everyones favorite person, except to the people.. eh person, who matters most.
So much is going on, and Andrea, Stephanie, Nicole and ah a few more people, just keep pushing and pushing me to do more and more. And I just cant say no because then I'll be lonely.
Andrea and Stephanie want me to go see a movie with them tomorrow.
The Wednesday I am leaving for Six Flags.
I don't get back until Saturday.. and that's my baby brothers birthday party.
Then on Monday I am going to the Rise Against concert with Bailey.
After that, Michael wants to hang out, and my cousin.
Then on Saturday Andrea has Amr coming into town, and then we're supposed to see another movie.
All this shit will be done just in time for school to start again.
I just want to sleep, and do nothing else for like 3 years.
I know Diana will read this, and I hope it doesn't come off at all mean because that's my last intention. But yeah..
I never get to talk to her anymore, I know she has to visit with her family and stuff and she's got a shit load of things to get in line.
But I guess I was really planning on her coming back here when she was done with being home, but that's pretty much not the case now. I guess I just want to know what's going on. I am completely in the dark right now as to everything that's going on with her.
I'm rather used to that happening to me though.
I guess I mostly just thought we'd talk alot more now since we met eachother. I'm way to needy I guess and I should just shut up.
I'm being a depressing and whiny bitch so I'm done now.
Your own personal jesus.
Someone who cares,
Someone who's there.
Reach out and touch faith.
<3 <3
I seem to be everyones favorite person, except to the people.. eh person, who matters most.
So much is going on, and Andrea, Stephanie, Nicole and ah a few more people, just keep pushing and pushing me to do more and more. And I just cant say no because then I'll be lonely.
Andrea and Stephanie want me to go see a movie with them tomorrow.
The Wednesday I am leaving for Six Flags.
I don't get back until Saturday.. and that's my baby brothers birthday party.
Then on Monday I am going to the Rise Against concert with Bailey.
After that, Michael wants to hang out, and my cousin.
Then on Saturday Andrea has Amr coming into town, and then we're supposed to see another movie.
All this shit will be done just in time for school to start again.
I just want to sleep, and do nothing else for like 3 years.
I know Diana will read this, and I hope it doesn't come off at all mean because that's my last intention. But yeah..
I never get to talk to her anymore, I know she has to visit with her family and stuff and she's got a shit load of things to get in line.
But I guess I was really planning on her coming back here when she was done with being home, but that's pretty much not the case now. I guess I just want to know what's going on. I am completely in the dark right now as to everything that's going on with her.
I'm rather used to that happening to me though.
I guess I mostly just thought we'd talk alot more now since we met eachother. I'm way to needy I guess and I should just shut up.
I'm being a depressing and whiny bitch so I'm done now.
Your own personal jesus.
Someone who cares,
Someone who's there.
Reach out and touch faith.
<3 <3