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i feel like i've been pissing lots of people off lately. i'm sorry, i don't mean to. i'm really sorry for whatever i may have done to you. and then there are those times when i feel like people are pissed off at me and i don't know why, or what i did. that seems to be happening a lot lately. if it is what i think it is, i don't know what to do. it makes me very sad. i feel trapped. it's so difficult and it makes me ache. i really want things to get better. i don't want to feel like i have to make a choice.