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its been quite a long time since i updated. and im sure most of you never bother to check this anymore. just some stuff i thought id put in here. today is the start of spring break. a big thing for me. im going for a week up to maine to stay with chris and his mom and brothers. it will be a good chance to finally meet his whole family and the rest of the friends. and i get to taste what it will be like for next year when we move up there. and onto the next subject. school. im sick of it and i cant stand it. i really want to drop out. i just had a talk with my dad about it.. and he said to just stick it out for the next 2 months and then we will see about it. but i dont know if i can even take 2 more months. and that leads me to another subject... friends. all of my friends seem to be only at school. i never hang out with anyone unless i see them at school. im lucky if i get my car for one day out of the week so i cant see them, and when i do get my car, i call them up and they are never there or gone somewhere. but its just that i cant stand school for another second, and yet thats just resulting in loss of friends. so i get this phone call the other day after i run into a "great friend of mine." she tells me "hope to see you in 5 years." that totally pisses me off. and its not like we play dumb cause i know exactly whats going on. and dont even blame me for loss of friendship. you arent the only one that i never see anymore. KC is the only person i really hang out with because shes the only one who cant stand school as well... and i hardly even know her. but for one of my "best friends" to call me up and say some shit like that, like its all my fault that we arent friends, fuck that. im seriously tired of this cat and mouse game. im not going to chase after you when neither of us put effort into this. and you know exactly who you are. anyways, im tired of typing on this. they knows who they are and when ever they can get over themself, they can talk to me. this is so childish. i cant believe im actually bitching in this thing. its grown old and tiredsome. im just going to enjoy my spring braek and have a good time then worry about my problems here when i get back. but anyways, other than that, life has been okay. so thats been the update for now. maybe i will update in another X number of months. later you all.