I think my user pic describes pretty well how I've been feeling everyday for the past two months. I may or may not update in more detail. I feel very alone, and maybe writing here will help. We'll see
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Lots of, stuff.. bad stuff.. some good, but mostly bad. Not sure if I want to share most of this stuff here. Meh, we will see. I will be on tomorrow for sure around the same time. This computer is lacking the MSN messenger, so I cannot get on right now.
alright, no worries. Don't feel any pressure to tell me anything uncomfortable, just if you want to get anything off your chest I'm here if you need me. Stay happy!
Well, I guess it doesn't matter that much that people know; almost everyone that matters knows already anyway :P. Ernie broke up with me in November.. I moved in my mother's house two weeks after it happened. I'm getting over it slowly, painfully slow.. I kind of reopened the wound yesterday, since we hadn't exchanged presents for Christmas and all, I decided this last Sunday would be ok. It didn't seem so bad at first but, when we started talking about certain stuff, I knew that there's no way I'm going to be able to see him and his new girlfriend together any time soon. Eventually I'll go hang out with them again, but not within the next 4 or 5 months
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I kind of suspected this was what it was about. Well if he doesn't see what kind of amazing girl you are, he CLEARLY does not deserve to have you, and that ain't no lie. I've spoken to you for a long time now, and I know that whoever you end up with will be one lucky sum bitch. Especially as you now have a kick ass laptop! A girl with some GEAR!!!
And hey, this might get you a laugh, I'm bleach blonde now -8P My friend decided to dye her hair so I was like "Hey, bleach mine!" All spontaneous and what not. Suddenly however I realise that she is shit at bleaching hair and she fucked it up! So her and another friend came round yesterday and did a second coat. I look weird!!
Just remember to stay happy, shit happens in life and you can never control it, but needless to say if you and him were meant to be, he'd be a much nicer guy who would deserve you. Chin up, chest out and scream like a banshee!! RooCH x
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Talk to you soon :)
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And hey, this might get you a laugh, I'm bleach blonde now -8P My friend decided to dye her hair so I was like "Hey, bleach mine!" All spontaneous and what not. Suddenly however I realise that she is shit at bleaching hair and she fucked it up! So her and another friend came round yesterday and did a second coat. I look weird!!
Just remember to stay happy, shit happens in life and you can never control it, but needless to say if you and him were meant to be, he'd be a much nicer guy who would deserve you. Chin up, chest out and scream like a banshee!!
RooCH x
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