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shit is how it always is....shit. HI CHRISTINA I LOVE YOU TRIED CALLING YOU HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! back to the shit....tony came back and once again there i was thinking he was all grown up...HA!!! i was so wrong. so i give he wins im gone, my mom thinks i need to start dating again...i got a few people in mind but eh...just the thought of dating makes me want to gag...fuck 'um. im loving school, i was styling a client after the most amazing hair cut ever and she said "you look like an artist." i know i was glowing it made me feel so damn good. WHO WANTS TO DONATE TO THE "ANGELICA NEEDS BLUE HAIR" FUND. its red now instead of green cause i got sick of people asking me if i knew my hair was green like "no really? i dont have a mirror so i dont know what color it is....!!" but i dont like the red i want the blue damn it!!! eh its ok that tony is gone anyway he said i turned into a freak while he was gone and at first i wanted to change to make him happy but quickly said "everyone else likes my hair and so do i so im not changing it" he wasnt too pleased about that but fuck 'um. im sitting here trying to sleep...its not working...because honestly i want someone. Someone to talk to before i go to sleep to say good night to i told my aunt that she said i could call her. i laughed and said "i could but it would be really wierd and iappropriate to say 'good night baby'" she laughed so hard she almost choked on her beer. but still i want that. i miss that. im a spaz i dont even ever like them after the first 5 months....maybe 6 if we get along and the sex is good lol just kidding not even if the sex is good....hahahahaha. damn im really tired... i must go i have hair to do tomorrow....good night GOOD NIGHT CHRISTINA LOVE YOU!!!! CALL ME WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE