dear you

[user_name_here]

youre crying again for him. you always cry. let him go already. i know its not him though just say it, you just dont want to be alone anymore thats why you cry isnt it. youre tired of being used and lied to. i know. its hard, you thought it was going to work this time for real this time but you were wrong again like usual. you should just stop just give up is it really worth all of this. will you be strong enough to do this again. i dont think so. just be alone its not so bad. so noone will take you to the movies, take youreself. noone to go out to eat with go alone. noone to say goodnight to dont say good night. what does it matter, in the end it will always be just you anyway. why do this to yourself? you only hurt your poor little heart, you only get bitter only feel pain. are the kisses worth that pain? the hugs worth the tears? yeah i guess so cry then what more do you have to lose? your pride? hah gone when you begged him to stay. your heart with him in a paper bag. your mind in the room,on a pillow. your soul on the shelf in a jar. so cry fill jugs and jugs like the rain.

happy trails, yourself