(no subject)
I wish I could see the good in all of this
and I can
but it still hasn't hit me yet
I want to yell so many things, I'm so unprepared
I don't remember starting again
I'm not used to starting on something new
I've been working too long to remember what it is like the have nothing for myself to work for
now I have to do it myself
and I like the challenge
and the lack of help
I don't need the help or want it any more because it is all bad and selfish
yep, I just need this written so I can remember
and I can
but it still hasn't hit me yet
I want to yell so many things, I'm so unprepared
I don't remember starting again
I'm not used to starting on something new
I've been working too long to remember what it is like the have nothing for myself to work for
now I have to do it myself
and I like the challenge
and the lack of help
I don't need the help or want it any more because it is all bad and selfish
yep, I just need this written so I can remember