My life has ended.
Tonite i probly made the worst mistake ever. I think I just lost all of my friends. I dont even know what to say really. Life is really fucked right now. I hate it so so much. If i could die tonite or had a choice i would choose right now. Nicole maybe ur right. Bout whta u said last nite. The truth is. from now on you dont have to worry bout jeff no more. becuz I shall disappear. So no need of you worrying bout me or the bull shit I put you threw.....Life has its ups and downs and i guess thats ok but I do know. Jeff is no longer hurting anyone else anymore. Im pullin myself away from the world and goin my own way. I cant explain or begin to even explain . What ever. Jus Nicole just know that I lvoe you and Im sorry and DOnt worry bout me no more. and yes you have been ther and yes you have been threw thick and fuckin thin with me. and I appreciate it. but no more will you have to do that with me. so to all of you i will see you when I see you. Ive disappointed all the people that love me. Bye