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FUCK EVERYONE WHO CALLS ME THEIR FRIEND, THEN GOES BEHIND MY BACK & FUCKING TALKS SHIT.
it is NOT my fault that jace is where he is. hes NEEDED help, fucking understand that. jesus fucking christ.
all i wanna know is, WHAT DID I DO TO GET YOU GUYS TO TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT?!?!? SOMEONE PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME....
& if its because of butch, i KNOW i was stupid for that. i dont know what you guys heard, but a lot of the stuff ive heard thats going around is BULLSHIT. when we were together, i felt NOTHING. i was just in that vulnerable position where id do anything with anyone who wanted me...I CANT CHANGE IT NOW. its not like i cheated on anyone, though...if jace was still in the picture, i wouldve NEVER done anything with him. you guys should know that. i figured since im never gunna be able to talk to jace again, theres no point in not fooling around with anyone because he'll care. we are NEVER gunna be ANYTHING, so nothing matters anymore. okay?!
honestly, though, i love how you guys talk shit about me instead of talking to me about what you hear....FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.
april, i want to thank you for being the ONLY ONE whos here for me right now. i reallllly appreciate it. i love you so god damn much!!!
it is NOT my fault that jace is where he is. hes NEEDED help, fucking understand that. jesus fucking christ.
all i wanna know is, WHAT DID I DO TO GET YOU GUYS TO TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT?!?!? SOMEONE PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME....
& if its because of butch, i KNOW i was stupid for that. i dont know what you guys heard, but a lot of the stuff ive heard thats going around is BULLSHIT. when we were together, i felt NOTHING. i was just in that vulnerable position where id do anything with anyone who wanted me...I CANT CHANGE IT NOW. its not like i cheated on anyone, though...if jace was still in the picture, i wouldve NEVER done anything with him. you guys should know that. i figured since im never gunna be able to talk to jace again, theres no point in not fooling around with anyone because he'll care. we are NEVER gunna be ANYTHING, so nothing matters anymore. okay?!
honestly, though, i love how you guys talk shit about me instead of talking to me about what you hear....FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.
april, i want to thank you for being the ONLY ONE whos here for me right now. i reallllly appreciate it. i love you so god damn much!!!