You put meaning into those 3 words...
& I still cannot
believe that
you, of all people,
have no desire
to talk to me.
It's the end
of the world
as we know it
& I feel fine.
I cannot even begin to think of
the words to explain how I feel
as of right now. Maybe there
are no words to explain this.
I wish it were easier. Maybe
things like this are better
left unsaid. & don't ever
think my feelings have been
untrue. I'm just stuck. I'm
no longer moving the way I
want to be. I no longer feel
that you're the one for me,
though I've pretended and
wished so damn hard that you
could be the one for me. I've
tried so hard to make you
the one for me, but you can't
choose your fate... can you?
I know my fate... everyone
sees it written across my
face. Even you.
& maybe this will be the biggest mistake
I will ever, ever make.
They always tell you to follor your heart...
& I never have.
So here I go again, the same old ending.
It has never meant this much before.
You'll never understand these words,
but you'll try as hard as you fucking can.
You've never gotten inside my head,
& you never will.
We are two completely different people,
with two completely different minds.
I love simplicity...
One thing you lack.
& yeah I know
that all I'll lose
is you.