Apr 09, 2007 19:19
So my phones back on as of a half hour ago, I still don't have a job, but I got my last paycheck and my tax return is on the way.. that should help me pay for my last two months of rent here... I've been looking for a job unsuccessfully... I feel horrible cus I'm lieing to my parents about still having my old job but I dont wanna put any added pressure on them because of losing Judas... Ughh if I do get another job I wanna make sure it gives me enough time to go back to school, Like I should have done a long time ago... I still have no Idea where I wanna go in life Well.. sort of no idea I could still do the chef thing or get back in to what I was doing before but It just sucks ya know? I want to try new things as well like photography and some art design stuff. I'll be taking some business courses at OCC once I get working again not sure what else though could do culinary again or graphic design. UGH! I want yesterday back, I want my youth back. I'm sorry to those I haven't been able to get in touch with lately on account of the phone being off and such. Yep sooo I'll keep everyone posted on what the fuck I do. for those that read this ha