and it comes back again to kill me
its been a bit. well i was getting over the weird feeling that i was having. when last night it seemed like everything that could possibly destroy me started happening. i won't go into details i guess because there is no point. the worse hasn't happened but i am sure it will soon. no matter how hard i try it seems like i am on an unfinished highway and i have passed my last exit. i dont know what to type anymore. i thought i knew what i would be typing. i thought maybe it would help to put things down but its not so i am just going to end this now.