oh granny, what big teeth you have
I get it.
I don't deserve to breathe.
I would stop it if I weren't so afraid.
I'm afraid it is going to end the same way.
I am afraid I'm going to lose you anyway, so why try?
I know I'm not worth it; I'm afraid you'll realize that someday.
I am afraid of being alone;
but I am afraid of opening up, and letting people in.
I am ashamed of what's inside of me.
I don't think you'll ever realize just how little I think of myself.
I know I am a terrible person, in almost every way. I've always thought, despite all of that, I still deserved a chance at happiness. I don't know anymore. I don't think I deserve anything you, or anyone else, could give me.