Everytime
Everytime I see you, hear you, speak to you… I feel useless. Every second, I feel useless. What did I do? Did I push you away? Did I not pull in close enough? WHAT THE HELL DID I DO? Do you see what you’ve done to me? I’m empty inside without you. I’m sorry. I’ll say it over, and over again. I’M SORRY, I’M SORRY, I’M SORRY. Will you ever forgive me? I love you. Don’t think that I don’t. Oh, please, don’t think that I don’t. I do. I love you so much. I miss you. Everytime I see you, I realize more and more how much I miss you. I can’t stand this. I feel like you hate me. I don’t want you to hate me. Please, don’t hate me. Everytime I think of you, my heart drops, because I know it’s really over. It’s over. MY GOD, IT’S OVER! Why is it over? Questions, questions, questions. No answers. WHERE ARE THE FUCKING ANSWERS? I’m dying inside, I’m dying. I’m empty. There’s nothing there, nothing. Nothing at all. I need you, I want you, I love you. You know I love you. I miss you, I miss everything. I miss holding you, and talking to you. I miss the smile you always put on my face, no matter how bad my day. I miss your smile. I miss every little thing. I miss having a reason to get up in the mornings, to see you. To see your face, to hear your voice. I miss that. I miss the happiness you gave me, I need that bliss. I need YOU. I love you. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU! Can I make it any more clear? I love you. I will always love you, and I will always miss you. Every little thing about you that made me smile. Every little thing you said that made my heart jump a ba-jillion beats per second. Every little thing that made me smile like I’ve never smiled before. I miss you. Everytime I see you, I love you more and more.