Bad?

[uselessexistenc]

Why can't I ever just be happy with what I've got? I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for, who care about me. I have an O.k. house, and pretty good parents. But I can't seem to stop complaining. Am I selfish? I also have something that most people could never even dream of. A true love. Someone who I love more than anything imaginable, who loves me too. I don't know what's wrong with me... I have a great girlfriend as well. She makes me feel good, special...I just don't like myself very much. I think I am a bad person, and I HATE it!

~I am going to my Aunt's house in a while for dinner. I don't really want to go, but I'm going to go anyways. My grandma always wants to see me, and I never go to see her, so I'm gonna go today so I can see her.~

~Jenn