Dec 20, 2031 11:08
i want to get away from my past.
im ready to move on with my life and stand on my own two feet in the grown mans shoes i have grown into.
i will not let this place burie me with the other young lives ive seen fade away.so i will leave to return as the person i am in my heart.
this "home" leaves me so cold an bitter but inside i know i have i heart that will open and leave me in happiness and so much love to give.
im sorry but i cant save you from the fall you are taking,as hurt as it leaves me i cant hold the wieght that has become you .in your return to grace ill be standing by.
lately i have come to find that not everyone is bad ,but its not the person you cant trust its what there capable and the only way you get hurt is giving someone undiserving that power to descide the fate of your happiness.
the scars are to deep to heal as quickly as you expect.
i dont feel like i should spend anymore time in a world thats goin to end pretty soon.its god's work to have us fail,i will prevail on my own without the help of your weak arms.
today has been an emotional roller coaster i need a step back and a deep breath.