Oct 27, 2009 12:57
It;'s been a while since I last updated my journal, and boy has alot happened!
For one thing, I won't go into detail since I'm at school (plus, some of my friends might be reading this), so I'll just say that my innocence has alas, been corrupted even further.
Well, school updates? Not much fun, but I need to declutter my messed up head. We said "fare-thee-fucking-well" to the Year 12's (me being an ex-year 12 had a dry eye and a fairly bad grimace throughout the whole ordeal), and now I'm sitting here in the fucking library, missing my friends from Year 12, hoping that McCarthy won't come here looking for me - as I have International Politics and an assignment due. Fuck her and her child killing ways.
Ah, listening to Nirvana really does bring up the old rebellious streak within me. (Not that it was ever gone. It's always been there. It's just that Nirvana is making all the naughty things I'm doing acceptable.) I love them. I don't really listen to grunge shit, but Nirvana are an exception. I can understand why they were such legends. Still are. But there is something special about them. Plus, Kurt Cobain knows what he's singing about. He knows his shit. Thus, I admire him and his grungey I-Don't-Fucking-Care attitude. Every teenager's attitude ofcourse.
(Interrupted by a class. Getting kicked off. FUCK IT. Update later.)
Ahem. Anyway, this is currently the "next day", which I am taking off from school since I have a VCE English Exam tomorrow morning at precisely 9.00am (the very first exam of the fucking year) and I have not yet studied. The only thing I actually have to work on is my Language Analysis Essay, and the two others - I'm all set. The practise exam a week ago, I got an 8 and a 9 out of 10 for the two essays that I'm happy with, and a 6 for the Language Analysis (that I didn't finish). So I think I did slightly above average for the exam.
Hopefully this time I'll get something good for the real thing. *Gulp*
I'm so fucking screwed.
Why is it that I'm so easily distracted and prone to severe procrastination? Is it a gene thing? Or a mental thing? Or is it just downright laziness?
I'm so fucking screwed.
Must dash. Am feeling a tiny surge of motivation to study. (Finally! Yes!) Will return later to finish ramblings of shits.
Wish me luck on my exam! :/
girls,
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screwed,
procrastination,
nirvana,
kiss,
weed,
joint,
fuck,
school,
exam,
vce,
make out,
australia