may angels lead you in, aunt maureen. ♥

[uselesdelusions]

i don't understand why you were taken from us.
it was too soon.
you were so young.
it still hasn't really sunk in.
i can still hear your voice.
your laugh.
the last time i saw you,
you were so full of life.
the picture i have of you, me & kiff is adorable.
i'm so glad i took it.
little did i know,
it would be the last picture i ever would take with you.
i've never cried this much.
i expect to cry more.
i miss you so much.
& i feel horrible for your immediate family.
the rest of the family is so sad..& even still in shock.
but uncle jeff, jeff, danny, phil & kiff must be devastated.
i wish you could just come back to them, to all of us.
it's not fair.
you were one of my favorite aunts.
i always talked about you.
i have some of my favorite memorites with you & your kids.
i've never lost someone that i was this close to me.
i think what makes this even worse though,
is that it was so sudden.
you were so young.
it's not fair...it's just not fair...
it's going to take me awhile to deal with this.
i keep thinking you're going to come to family gatherings.
i don't know when the shock it going to wear off.
i almost wish it wouldn't because right now my memory of you is so strong.
i want it to last forever.
i love & miss you so much, aunt maureen.
may angels lead you in.
♥