Be Real.
So work today, wasn't bad... but my lil sophie work buddy Kris was sad. He was all teary n shit. I felt way bad for him. Girlfriends are no damn good.
Anyhoo... me and Kris were talking about girls and shit. And.. I was reaffirmed in my not wanting to come to terms with my attraction for any females. I do have my likes, yes, but I don't want to have to worry about requitedness... and with some, I have absolutely no reason why, but I do NOT want to be attracted to her at all, and I can't help it *Cough* Kelli. Well, really, I have a few reasons... but... it sucks. I'd just rather not think about it. And I saw Aubri last week, and she was wearing a belly shirt... jesus. That was almost it, I was going to abduct her lol I always forget how gorgeous she is until I see her in person. But still, it's female interaction, and it seems perpetually unsuccessful... Its just a waste of my fucking time.
Saw Lucy today, she's a cutey, but I did like her hair longer. I member in like 9th grade how long it was, and it was tight as fuck.
I have had quite a few bursts of creativity in the ceramics department... I want to buy a few more bags of clay before I graduate, so I can work on shit during the summer. Wait, scratch that, im stealing them. Yep. Thats way better.
My housing app. is in queue at Hawaii.. which... indescribably sucks. I'm going to have to find off campus housing in Hawaii... shoot me in the face, for I am financially fubar'd.
Today wasn't really fun... realization of feminine failure, housing mishaps... and Noah hung up on me, which makes me homicidal. I hate being hung up on more than anything. If someones mad, be like "FUCK YOU, BYE!" But when you're talking and they hang up it really fucks me up.
I get to hang out with Auberoonis on Friday... im pretty psyched about that, and looking forward to it :) Shes such a fucking cutey... jesus. And Kyle likes her too... Aubri just attracts redheads I guess.
Anyhoo... im going to listen to my iio tracks and cry myself to lonely, loser sleep.
Anyhoo... me and Kris were talking about girls and shit. And.. I was reaffirmed in my not wanting to come to terms with my attraction for any females. I do have my likes, yes, but I don't want to have to worry about requitedness... and with some, I have absolutely no reason why, but I do NOT want to be attracted to her at all, and I can't help it *Cough* Kelli. Well, really, I have a few reasons... but... it sucks. I'd just rather not think about it. And I saw Aubri last week, and she was wearing a belly shirt... jesus. That was almost it, I was going to abduct her lol I always forget how gorgeous she is until I see her in person. But still, it's female interaction, and it seems perpetually unsuccessful... Its just a waste of my fucking time.
Saw Lucy today, she's a cutey, but I did like her hair longer. I member in like 9th grade how long it was, and it was tight as fuck.
I have had quite a few bursts of creativity in the ceramics department... I want to buy a few more bags of clay before I graduate, so I can work on shit during the summer. Wait, scratch that, im stealing them. Yep. Thats way better.
My housing app. is in queue at Hawaii.. which... indescribably sucks. I'm going to have to find off campus housing in Hawaii... shoot me in the face, for I am financially fubar'd.
Today wasn't really fun... realization of feminine failure, housing mishaps... and Noah hung up on me, which makes me homicidal. I hate being hung up on more than anything. If someones mad, be like "FUCK YOU, BYE!" But when you're talking and they hang up it really fucks me up.
I get to hang out with Auberoonis on Friday... im pretty psyched about that, and looking forward to it :) Shes such a fucking cutey... jesus. And Kyle likes her too... Aubri just attracts redheads I guess.
Anyhoo... im going to listen to my iio tracks and cry myself to lonely, loser sleep.