Snap out of it, Mar!
First off, happy 4th of July, my fellow Americans! As for the rest of you, happy Wednesday. ;)
Thanks to everyone who gave me a suggestion for Devon's band's name. Right now I'm leaning towards Mindless Pleasure, as suggested by bookishwench, because it does seem very Devon and I can just imagine college!Mer blasting her Mindless Pleasure CD.
I was not around Monday night or yesterday because I was in a very icky little funk. I don't know why, really, except that I was tired, and work was annoying, and my friends were... meh. Every once in a while, the depression just slams me out of nowhere. It's like who am I and what am I doing with my life? I like my job most of the time, on occasion I even love it, but sometimes I just hate retail and people and want to slit my wrists. I know I'm not going to be working at Target for the rest of my life, and that I will get back to school eventually and find a career that suits me, but sometimes life is just overwhelmingly sad. :(
Anywho. Sorry about the pity party. I'm feeling much more cheerful today, and in spite of the nasty weather I fully intend to enjoy the 4th of July family cookout by eating lots of clams and drinking lots beer and watching my adorable little cousins run around like crazy children.
In between, I shall check the f-list and other lj-ness and possibly fit in some writing. Ta!
Thanks to everyone who gave me a suggestion for Devon's band's name. Right now I'm leaning towards Mindless Pleasure, as suggested by bookishwench, because it does seem very Devon and I can just imagine college!Mer blasting her Mindless Pleasure CD.
I was not around Monday night or yesterday because I was in a very icky little funk. I don't know why, really, except that I was tired, and work was annoying, and my friends were... meh. Every once in a while, the depression just slams me out of nowhere. It's like who am I and what am I doing with my life? I like my job most of the time, on occasion I even love it, but sometimes I just hate retail and people and want to slit my wrists. I know I'm not going to be working at Target for the rest of my life, and that I will get back to school eventually and find a career that suits me, but sometimes life is just overwhelmingly sad. :(
Anywho. Sorry about the pity party. I'm feeling much more cheerful today, and in spite of the nasty weather I fully intend to enjoy the 4th of July family cookout by eating lots of clams and drinking lots beer and watching my adorable little cousins run around like crazy children.
In between, I shall check the f-list and other lj-ness and possibly fit in some writing. Ta!