another day
so yeah today was ok me steph jeff mom dom dakota and dj all went swimming david didnt go cuz "he didnt wanna go anywhere today"...who in their right mind would pass up a chance to see me in my swimsuit? lol jk. anyways robbie's moving back in with his parents which means we'll get to talk on a "reg. basis again" his words ..im sure he'll take them back when he reads my mail i sent him telling him about me and david getting back together..i soooo didnt wanna tell him but i know it'd be wrong not to..i just dont want him to be mad at me..alot of ppl screw them if they get mad at me..when he's mad at me..i melt and wanna shoot me ... anyways i dont think it'd be fair if he gets mad anyway cuz he said himself we couldnt be together and i know when we can be together i most likely wont be with david anyway ...lately things with david blow he's hella mean to me when i go anywhere i HAFTA take dj ESPECIALLY at night (which doesnt bother me except hell i need a break too u know) and then if i dont take dj i get the "you're lucky im letting you go anywhere" speech which if i hear one more time god help him. im starting college soon... my grandpa that had the heartattack is doing alot better but my grandma betty isnt doing so hot and im really worried about her. im ready for lauren to come back so i'll for sure know if its just me on the way david treats me thing...i dunno me and steph talk and she says "if he treated me like that id already be gone" which i try to talk to him about it and i get "you're the one treating me bad here" ...and "i do everything for you" which yeah every now and then i'll ask him for something and he will but anytime he asks me something unless its ridiculous i do it... he thinks that just cuz i've left him and come back that i can tleave and cant find anybody better but hell...im a smart girl witha semi-good body a wonderful son and i have alot to offer... i dunno if things get any worse or lauren gets here and says she sees it to..im gone then i'll get thru school get my rn and who wants to guess the first place im going? lol... i dunno i just wonder if he'll wait that long... anyways..im done babbling... hope everything's well with all of you!
luv yaz
Cherry
luv yaz
Cherry