May 12, 2004 19:38
yea i've been thinking a lot lately... hmm the whole macphee thing.. was ssoo confusing, it would have been great if he wasnt moving, and he wasnt with a girl who he was with for 3 yrs (they did break up though, he didnt cheat on her ) *anyway* ive been thinking a lot about you though.. why??? who knows??? everyone says your not worth it, they say you werent even good for me... idk i guess you'll always be that someone ill always have feelings for.. never again act on it though.. NEVER.. i kinda wish i never met you.. it would a lot easier to forget you then... but hey.. what an i gonna do now?? nada.... but yea.. today i was sssoooo Dumb... chris macphee drove me to work.... and i wasnt working today.. i was ssssooooo pissed, because i was ssoo freaking tired, and i woke up from a dead sleep and had to go to work, then yea that happens, haha so i made chris come back and drive me home... well yea thats about it...
rip every fucking petal off
the last bouquet of flowers
i still can't sleep
its half past midnite
i hope your counting down ur hours
a king bed seems half empty
and the tables still set for two