Feb 10, 2006 23:27
Yeah so whatever i know this isnt the cool thing to do anymore but i need to say some stuff. First off, certain things said in a journal entry and childish high school gossip were untrue and resolved. I'm sorry to ruin everyone's disappointment, but i was not the anonymous comments in that journal. check the ip address if you want. I'm going to personally appologize to the person who wrote the entry in regards to our friendship tearing apart. Both of our faults I guess, and im sorry that the things i said were misleading. It was wrong of me to repeat rumors, even if it was only a few times. I didnt flip you off in the parking lot last week, i simply drive with my hand on the driver window. I know why you'd be upset if it had appeared to be a big F-U to the face, and i know you know what you said was hurtful and misleading. I made you sound like a complete alchy and druggy and you made me sound like a spoiled rich brat who loves to start drama, and some other stuff i dont want to repeat.On no count were either one of us right or our statements truthful. I'm not exactly sure what you do so it was wrong to make statements. Just because my house is big doesn't necessarily mean we're rich. Believe me, I have a job and pay for gas and everything i need to buy. Sometimes i need to borrow money. That doesnt make me rich. I'm very thankful for what i have. Your mom works at the same place my dad works and she is entitled to the same ford-mazda plan my dad and uncle are offered if i understand correctly. I hope you can forgive me for what i said and i forgive you for what you said. What we both did was wrong and immature. I raise the white flag on this end.
But thank you so much for the lovely comments about me (not directed to the author of the entry). Free speech is covered in the first ammendment no doubt, but forgive me for caring about you. I'm sorry that i'm the anti-drug and drinking crusador but i appologized about that. Whatever do what you want you're an adult. Forgive me for caring about you.
I hope that anyone who was friends with me (or maybe i thought) before this post just ignores the spat. Really it was between me and him and i hope that it doesnt affect us. Please though, if you dont like me TELL ME! I wont even give you a hard time about it. It just hurts to think you're friends with someone and them lie to your face but totally hate you on the other end. I realise that I haven't been Mr. Friendly lately but i've been having some problems myself. I think everyone is entitled to at least one more chance. So if you dont like me let me know now because i want to know. I'm sorry once again especially to everyone who read the whole thing and the person i addressed earlier. I hope the problem is solved because i think we all want to move on.