I feel 40 kinds of sadness when ur gone
wow its been a while...no one updates these things anymore. Guess ill be a loser n update...
Today i kept thinking about Bosnia this summer. It was sooo fun..i miss the clubs and the ppl..the guy from America me n Sabina stalked lol..and who can forget Aris..sigh<3 he was perfect and beautiful..and he actually wanted me..when does that happen. Yeaa it makes me depressed... ill stop
I was pissed today..just ppl piss me off and then myself too..im a faliure. I was talking about goin for volleyball..u know ppl gotta say shit..i dont wanna be just a damn cheerleader..i wish i had some damn talent at something..in cheerleading ive been doing my back-hangsprings but falling on my head basically..i have that pulled hamstring from like 2 months ago so i cant do splits or heel streches..today i had to and i did something to my other leg..hurts bad..might have to go get an MRI n shit..yay. O and then theres stunting..I started being a base like before homecoming and i love it but apparently i suck cuz no one will base with me..or theyll act like its my fault but wont say anything..and im standing right there so just fucking say it..I mean i cant even do cheerleading so wtf now..not that its easy but thats all i got and its not workin...
im done
well not really but we wont talk about that
...
sigh<3
p.s. ONLY BITCHES TALK SHIT..THATS WHY WE BUSTIN YO SHIT!!
<3Ajla
Today i kept thinking about Bosnia this summer. It was sooo fun..i miss the clubs and the ppl..the guy from America me n Sabina stalked lol..and who can forget Aris..sigh<3 he was perfect and beautiful..and he actually wanted me..when does that happen. Yeaa it makes me depressed... ill stop
I was pissed today..just ppl piss me off and then myself too..im a faliure. I was talking about goin for volleyball..u know ppl gotta say shit..i dont wanna be just a damn cheerleader..i wish i had some damn talent at something..in cheerleading ive been doing my back-hangsprings but falling on my head basically..i have that pulled hamstring from like 2 months ago so i cant do splits or heel streches..today i had to and i did something to my other leg..hurts bad..might have to go get an MRI n shit..yay. O and then theres stunting..I started being a base like before homecoming and i love it but apparently i suck cuz no one will base with me..or theyll act like its my fault but wont say anything..and im standing right there so just fucking say it..I mean i cant even do cheerleading so wtf now..not that its easy but thats all i got and its not workin...
im done
well not really but we wont talk about that
...
sigh<3
p.s. ONLY BITCHES TALK SHIT..THATS WHY WE BUSTIN YO SHIT!!
<3Ajla