dont make me close one more door

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whoa whoa whoa... what is up! Im tired. Saturday was fuunnnn..party at freakin charles'..i freakin love my shirt..i got like 500 hugs n even some kisses. Everyone freakin hits on me when im/their drunk but otherwise..never. I guess im more happy and confident n shit..yeaa..thats def it. im gonna be an alcoholic. The night was insane..i was talking to everyone.. n lauging my ass off. I got punched tho..some bastard hit me in the ear..BAMF.lol i have no idea who it was either..some gangserr. Anyway.. we had to leave later cuz stupid ppl who werent invited came and were starting shit..bastards.

Annnddd thenn...we went to 7-11 and then to another 7-11 ..then me keli n jamie just went back to kelis. Then at like 3 am i got picked up by this cutie ;)and went n spent the night w/ him..that was nice. I got dropped back off at kelis at like 8 ..then went home..did some homecoming decorations. Which reminds me im pissed..i hate my dress..its so ughh..and i dont have shoes or jewelry yet..im so unprepared..last year i had everything like a month before. DUde im freakin baseing in cheerleading..ima fucking beast! lol i love it..i cant wait till the pep but im kinda scared..we're not really ready..at all..ughhh man o man

Yeaaa i should be studying now..im so lazy..n tired. I didnt do anything today. and i have this feeling in my stomach..i dont like it..i hate it. Whats wrong with me now