Broken Heartattack

Oct 28, 2004 21:58

hey. Ive been trying to update my journal lately but it was messin up..lemme fill u in, sorta

last week was really good...All i remember is Wed. there was a half a day and i went out to eat with Cody and a whole bunch of other ppl @ Coney Island. Then afterwards I went to Codys. It was me, him, niki and pj. Then sam and all her friends came too. A little later they left and it was just me niki cody and tony. Me n Cody spent some time together downstairs :/ makes me sad now...asshole (ill get to that) Anyway, around 2:30, Tony drove me n Niki to practice..after practice i did h.w and all that crap... Rest of the week just practice, gymnastics, homework, phone w/ cody...nothin too exciting. Friday night was our game vs. Mt.Clemens. We won. After that i went to alyssas( Cant believe her eather) with chantel. We watched 'The Girl Next Door'(Good movie) Then we had Cody and Tony come over till like 2a.m. :/ ...anyway...Saturday morning, we had McDonalds and me n Chantel went home. That night i went to a Haunted House with my cousins, Vildana and Dijana. We went to the Realm of Darkness..it was good. I have 3 VIP tickets to go again. I might go with Mel and Ryan this Sat. or someone else if they cant go, i donno..Anyway Sunday...i didnt do nothing except go to the mall with my mom. I WAS looking for a purse but i couldnt find one i liked. Im still searching..

This week..honestly, Ive been pretty upset. Most of you heard what happen..it sucks cuz i was single for so long that i rushed things with Cody. and he just screwed me over. He hasent even tried to talk to me yet...not once. Thousands of things have been going through my mind. was he bullshiting everything he said to me? probobly..:( i finally thought i found someone again...And i dont wanna start with "her" i know how i feel about her, and i know my friends got my back..The rest, their just like her. (my opinion) so theres really no need for u who ARE on her side to leave comments here..i know what u think, i dont care...so dont waste ur time

Anyway, im getting over it, day by day...And im excited for this weekend. First of all, tomorrows our game, not too excited for that but it'll be fun ( and cold) Im spending the night at nikis afterwards, i think..gotta ask the mother..and we wanna do somethin after. We donno what yet so if anyone wants to hang with us just give us a call or somethin...Saturday, like i said, im goin to the Realm of Darkness..and SUNDAY IM LEAVING THIS BITCH..haha..Leaving for florida with my cool ass aunt, my uncle, and my little cuz..Get away from all this shit. Hopefully get a tan..maybe go party if i meet some ppl. I know my aunt will let me, shes sweet like that...Anywayyssss...Im bout done for the night..see ya suckas later

<3 Ajla
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