breathe a breath.
i've been all over the place the last few days.
the only concrete thing i have is that the last couple of weeks have been a massive transition. i'm changing. my life is changing. my mind is changing. my heart is changing. i'm 23 and i've been waiting for this change since i was 17. i been changing little by little since then but these last few drops into my glass of life have caused me to overflow and there's no stopping it.
i feel strong. i feel invincible. i feel crazy. the bad things can wait. i know they'll be there when i'm ready to deal with them again. but for now, at 2:25 in the morning on this last day of may, i can feel the charge in the air. who i am at this moment is who i am meant to be. hallelujah! i could cry with relief at seeing myself for who i really truly am for the first time in years.
i see the flaws, and the imperfections just as well as i see the beauty and strength in myself and this is who i am at last. what an epiphany.
damn, i really am crying. this is madness.
the only concrete thing i have is that the last couple of weeks have been a massive transition. i'm changing. my life is changing. my mind is changing. my heart is changing. i'm 23 and i've been waiting for this change since i was 17. i been changing little by little since then but these last few drops into my glass of life have caused me to overflow and there's no stopping it.
i feel strong. i feel invincible. i feel crazy. the bad things can wait. i know they'll be there when i'm ready to deal with them again. but for now, at 2:25 in the morning on this last day of may, i can feel the charge in the air. who i am at this moment is who i am meant to be. hallelujah! i could cry with relief at seeing myself for who i really truly am for the first time in years.
i see the flaws, and the imperfections just as well as i see the beauty and strength in myself and this is who i am at last. what an epiphany.
damn, i really am crying. this is madness.