fuuuuuuck

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my insides are all twisted up. i seriously am being stupid. i think i'm ready to move on. but i can't find the right person to move on with. thought i had someone but what a mess she turned out to be. i have another in mind but it'd never work. it would but for reasons i can't let go of here, i know it will probably never be.

shut up head. shut up heart. you're doing it again and it hurts when you two bicker the way you always do. so much noise. i can't even hear myself love.