she says it like it is.

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"i'm even more terrified... scared stiff... and stopped... by the knowledge that with that one little act, i'm far beyond capable of hurting him. the blade's in my hand and i'm holding it to his throat.

i pray my fingers don't slip.

i couldn't bear to see him bleed." -o.s.s.

crazy how after so many months later, this still holds so true. please don't let me fuck something up.