leave love bleeding in my hands...
drag the waters, till the depths give up their dead...
WOW today was such a good day...sooo much better than yesterday :D in the morning, scott was looking for me cuz he saw me crying in my 6th period yesterday, but i was at my locker :'( sowwy scott...maria told me when i came back but you had already left...lol...so yeah then in 2nd period, i had to work out this problem that i had no fucking clue about on the board (and i copied from armando..lol) and it was the weirdest thing...i did the whole problem wrong but ended up with the right answer and the teacher was like "OMG LULY IS A GENIUS" hehe...i try ;-P actually it was thanks to armando but still...i try...lol..then in 3rd period, oscar and i were talking about his cheerleading competition in a week and how matt (this guy he likes) is gonna be there...so much drama...hehe..oh yeah, xavi, i read ur comment yesterday...lmao..very funny...;-) ummm then in 4th period, my sis dayreem and i were talking about george and how when he gets older hes probably gonna hire some whore in order to get laid....omg poor thing...:-( then in 5th, aline and i were speaking of how we never talk anymore and how its sad :'(...then john gave me these chocolate easter egg candies...OMG TO DIE FOR...they were so fucking addicting and i had to keep asking him for more...LOL i almost felt bad but hey it was his fault for offering :-P i told him next time in the morning, to bring some gel and im gonna spike up his mohawk cuz the way he does it is shitty....but im gonna do it next time, cuz hes gonna let me :D then in 6th period, Sahrye asked me if i was okie from yesterday and i said yep...then just as soon as she did, the vice principal called me to her office...LOL...yeah weird..but she said my dad talked to the principal and my counselors and the problem is resolved!!! :D thank fucking god because i swear if i was to go another day with worrying about this problem, i wouldve literally DIED from depression...but then i got back into class and i had to explain to my psychology teacher the problem....she started smiling when i told her my dad talked to the principal and she was like "OH MY GOD I LOVE HOW PARENTS GET PROBLEMS RESOLVED!!!" and she smiled really big...lol my teacher loves it when parents are actively a big part of their child's life...but my dad is a different situation considering i 'dislike' him...i guess i wont forget what he did for me yesterday, but it wont change how i feel about him...SO YEAH! and now im home, and next week angel is gonna sleep over for 4 days! im so excitied...hes gonna sleep on the floor in my room..:D i sooo cannot wait...well im gonna finish my homework now...toodles<3
i know you want me to love you, but all you ever do is bring me down...
WOW today was such a good day...sooo much better than yesterday :D in the morning, scott was looking for me cuz he saw me crying in my 6th period yesterday, but i was at my locker :'( sowwy scott...maria told me when i came back but you had already left...lol...so yeah then in 2nd period, i had to work out this problem that i had no fucking clue about on the board (and i copied from armando..lol) and it was the weirdest thing...i did the whole problem wrong but ended up with the right answer and the teacher was like "OMG LULY IS A GENIUS" hehe...i try ;-P actually it was thanks to armando but still...i try...lol..then in 3rd period, oscar and i were talking about his cheerleading competition in a week and how matt (this guy he likes) is gonna be there...so much drama...hehe..oh yeah, xavi, i read ur comment yesterday...lmao..very funny...;-) ummm then in 4th period, my sis dayreem and i were talking about george and how when he gets older hes probably gonna hire some whore in order to get laid....omg poor thing...:-( then in 5th, aline and i were speaking of how we never talk anymore and how its sad :'(...then john gave me these chocolate easter egg candies...OMG TO DIE FOR...they were so fucking addicting and i had to keep asking him for more...LOL i almost felt bad but hey it was his fault for offering :-P i told him next time in the morning, to bring some gel and im gonna spike up his mohawk cuz the way he does it is shitty....but im gonna do it next time, cuz hes gonna let me :D then in 6th period, Sahrye asked me if i was okie from yesterday and i said yep...then just as soon as she did, the vice principal called me to her office...LOL...yeah weird..but she said my dad talked to the principal and my counselors and the problem is resolved!!! :D thank fucking god because i swear if i was to go another day with worrying about this problem, i wouldve literally DIED from depression...but then i got back into class and i had to explain to my psychology teacher the problem....she started smiling when i told her my dad talked to the principal and she was like "OH MY GOD I LOVE HOW PARENTS GET PROBLEMS RESOLVED!!!" and she smiled really big...lol my teacher loves it when parents are actively a big part of their child's life...but my dad is a different situation considering i 'dislike' him...i guess i wont forget what he did for me yesterday, but it wont change how i feel about him...SO YEAH! and now im home, and next week angel is gonna sleep over for 4 days! im so excitied...hes gonna sleep on the floor in my room..:D i sooo cannot wait...well im gonna finish my homework now...toodles<3
i know you want me to love you, but all you ever do is bring me down...