im found being desolate, now as i penetrate we can end as easily as we started...
if you listen closely, you can hear when the heart stops...
omg today was like the best day...in the morning, EVERYONE and i mean EVERYONE showed up where i was at. first, maria and i met up and started talking about sat's and stupid stuff like that...then janet showed up and we started talking about her blue eyes (im in love with them) then, angie showed up and we started talking about her drawings and her bf (gido)...then robert sat down next to me and started to ask me for advice on what to do with his gf (he got her pregnant and she got an abortion without telling him...which is pretty fucked up to me) then dayreem showed up and we started talkin bout the classes we're taking next yr and shit like that....then henry showed up and i was bored as heck so dayreem plucked his eyebrows while he made me hold his hand...LMAO omg it was soo funny he even started crying and everything...poor thing cuz whenever it hurt him, he would start squeezing my hand like SUPER ASS hard...lol then in 1st, the other robert started playing with my hair while ray (who sits behind me) started tickling me and wanted to give me a massage...lol..i think he sorta likes me considering he always does that...in 3rd, xavi and i were having a BLAST and i mean a BLAST...lol i love that guy, he makes me piss myself so hard...when he starts acting like george with his "uhhh im moist" line...OMG TOO FUNNY...then at lunch, maria decided shes gonna take AP art history too...lmao omg that class is gonna be sooo full cuz first of all, its an easy A and we dont do shit for an AP class...well then in 4th i had the best time...dayreem was super hyper and wanted to bug george...so she was like 'omg george i think ur soooo sexy why dont u ask me out?' all sexy and stuff and hes like 'uhhhh i thought u had a boyfriend?' and she was like 'no george, ive been waiting for u...' LMAO..maria, henry, janet and i were CRACKING UP in the library while my english teacher kept giving us this 'shut the fuck up kids!' look....LOL omg it was too funny..then at the end of the period, dayreem gave him a fake phone number and i started crying because i was laughing so hard...then xavi came up to me and gave me a hug and was like 'omg u guys are so mean but i love it' then he kissed me on the cheek...:-\ i have no idea what that means...but n e way, then on the way walking to a.history, henry started talking about his ideal girl. dayreem of course was like 'ur talkin bout me right henry?' then started winking at him and he was like 'no honestly dayreem, i think ur really crazy and i dont really like wild girls. but my ideal girl would have lulus personality because shes so reserved yet shes cute and funny and thats how i like girls to be.' omg when he said that, i felt so special...but of course he doesnt like me in that way considering hes always talking about all these girls he likes here and there and is always asking me for advice....lol then in 6th period and i didnt do anything!!! and now im here at home listening to this afi cd that i CANNOT get out of my cd player...lol i seriously like it a lot now....weird...:-P on fri. dayana's coming to my house so we can study for the SAT's and ummmm yep :D wow today has been soooooooo good and i dont think there could be anything to ruin it :D:D:D:D OH YES, and next week when im on my spring break, my dad is traveling so i have the house allllllll to myself :D that means i can invite a mess of people over, have parties and stuff, drink and just chillllll out man :D omg i just sounded like a freaking hippy...LOL...oh yes, henry (the other day) was reading one of my entries, and hes like 'lulu i didnt know u drank!' im like 'yeah henry but i dont drink till i get drunk because first of all, i hate being drunk cuz i feel dizzy and i feel like vomitting...' cuz u know how people get the good effects of drinking such as feeling happy and shit? well its the total opposite for me, i get all the bad effects...lol anyways yeah i told him i dont get drunk and hes like 'oooo see thats what i like about u, that u drink but u dont get drunk, thats awesome' im like 'thank ya henry!' lol...cuz supposedly, hes never known a girl to just drink and not get drunk....so yes, that makes me one in a million but i dont care!!!:D that makes me special...LOL..anyways i might go out tonight and i might not so it depends....call me up if we are okie? im gonna go do some stuff just in case i do, toodles<3
we held hands on the last night on earth, our mouths filled with dust and we kissed under the trees in the fields...
omg today was like the best day...in the morning, EVERYONE and i mean EVERYONE showed up where i was at. first, maria and i met up and started talking about sat's and stupid stuff like that...then janet showed up and we started talking about her blue eyes (im in love with them) then, angie showed up and we started talking about her drawings and her bf (gido)...then robert sat down next to me and started to ask me for advice on what to do with his gf (he got her pregnant and she got an abortion without telling him...which is pretty fucked up to me) then dayreem showed up and we started talkin bout the classes we're taking next yr and shit like that....then henry showed up and i was bored as heck so dayreem plucked his eyebrows while he made me hold his hand...LMAO omg it was soo funny he even started crying and everything...poor thing cuz whenever it hurt him, he would start squeezing my hand like SUPER ASS hard...lol then in 1st, the other robert started playing with my hair while ray (who sits behind me) started tickling me and wanted to give me a massage...lol..i think he sorta likes me considering he always does that...in 3rd, xavi and i were having a BLAST and i mean a BLAST...lol i love that guy, he makes me piss myself so hard...when he starts acting like george with his "uhhh im moist" line...OMG TOO FUNNY...then at lunch, maria decided shes gonna take AP art history too...lmao omg that class is gonna be sooo full cuz first of all, its an easy A and we dont do shit for an AP class...well then in 4th i had the best time...dayreem was super hyper and wanted to bug george...so she was like 'omg george i think ur soooo sexy why dont u ask me out?' all sexy and stuff and hes like 'uhhhh i thought u had a boyfriend?' and she was like 'no george, ive been waiting for u...' LMAO..maria, henry, janet and i were CRACKING UP in the library while my english teacher kept giving us this 'shut the fuck up kids!' look....LOL omg it was too funny..then at the end of the period, dayreem gave him a fake phone number and i started crying because i was laughing so hard...then xavi came up to me and gave me a hug and was like 'omg u guys are so mean but i love it' then he kissed me on the cheek...:-\ i have no idea what that means...but n e way, then on the way walking to a.history, henry started talking about his ideal girl. dayreem of course was like 'ur talkin bout me right henry?' then started winking at him and he was like 'no honestly dayreem, i think ur really crazy and i dont really like wild girls. but my ideal girl would have lulus personality because shes so reserved yet shes cute and funny and thats how i like girls to be.' omg when he said that, i felt so special...but of course he doesnt like me in that way considering hes always talking about all these girls he likes here and there and is always asking me for advice....lol then in 6th period and i didnt do anything!!! and now im here at home listening to this afi cd that i CANNOT get out of my cd player...lol i seriously like it a lot now....weird...:-P on fri. dayana's coming to my house so we can study for the SAT's and ummmm yep :D wow today has been soooooooo good and i dont think there could be anything to ruin it :D:D:D:D OH YES, and next week when im on my spring break, my dad is traveling so i have the house allllllll to myself :D that means i can invite a mess of people over, have parties and stuff, drink and just chillllll out man :D omg i just sounded like a freaking hippy...LOL...oh yes, henry (the other day) was reading one of my entries, and hes like 'lulu i didnt know u drank!' im like 'yeah henry but i dont drink till i get drunk because first of all, i hate being drunk cuz i feel dizzy and i feel like vomitting...' cuz u know how people get the good effects of drinking such as feeling happy and shit? well its the total opposite for me, i get all the bad effects...lol anyways yeah i told him i dont get drunk and hes like 'oooo see thats what i like about u, that u drink but u dont get drunk, thats awesome' im like 'thank ya henry!' lol...cuz supposedly, hes never known a girl to just drink and not get drunk....so yes, that makes me one in a million but i dont care!!!:D that makes me special...LOL..anyways i might go out tonight and i might not so it depends....call me up if we are okie? im gonna go do some stuff just in case i do, toodles<3
we held hands on the last night on earth, our mouths filled with dust and we kissed under the trees in the fields...