i'm giving up, this is the last straw, i'm not your once a week..:-P
i wanna get you back again and i wanted you to lay and die...
i am soooo damn proud of myself. i actually think im getting over the one thing i would never thought i would get over in my life. this is a huge accomplishment for me and i just feel so excitied and overjoyed...:D IM JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!! lol...i took a nap about an hour ago, woke up, starting thinking about A LOT of things and now im totally over the one issue that has been bugging me a lot. im usually not the type of person to get over things too quickly, but i think that ive had the last straw and my downfall has not gotten the best of me :D i think dayreem also helped me to get over my problem since her and i were talking yesterday and i realized that friends are really important and i need to actually listen for once. i came to the realization that im too much like my brother in that i trust people to easily and i shouldnt. people can be extremely cruel and mean and u wouldnt even know it until you actually sat down and thought about it. maria even said to me 'i wish i would stop being so fuckin nice to people because i always get stepped on..' and guess what? i WAS like that, but now im not taking it from anybody :D thanks to all my friends who have helped me and given me strength....GIRL POWER!!! lmao... don't worry, im not gonna let ANYONE take advantage of me anymore, i deserve so much more :D *KISSES*<3<3
there's something tearing me apart, and when it hits so much harder than i thought, i won't worry, no i won't worry...
i am soooo damn proud of myself. i actually think im getting over the one thing i would never thought i would get over in my life. this is a huge accomplishment for me and i just feel so excitied and overjoyed...:D IM JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!! lol...i took a nap about an hour ago, woke up, starting thinking about A LOT of things and now im totally over the one issue that has been bugging me a lot. im usually not the type of person to get over things too quickly, but i think that ive had the last straw and my downfall has not gotten the best of me :D i think dayreem also helped me to get over my problem since her and i were talking yesterday and i realized that friends are really important and i need to actually listen for once. i came to the realization that im too much like my brother in that i trust people to easily and i shouldnt. people can be extremely cruel and mean and u wouldnt even know it until you actually sat down and thought about it. maria even said to me 'i wish i would stop being so fuckin nice to people because i always get stepped on..' and guess what? i WAS like that, but now im not taking it from anybody :D thanks to all my friends who have helped me and given me strength....GIRL POWER!!! lmao... don't worry, im not gonna let ANYONE take advantage of me anymore, i deserve so much more :D *KISSES*<3<3
there's something tearing me apart, and when it hits so much harder than i thought, i won't worry, no i won't worry...