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okay. so i havent written in awhile but things arent changing around here. my parents still pretty much hate mitch thats okay though because they dont know him...hes fucking perfect well as close as anyone can get. that doesnt matter though. they dont care that he treats me like a boy should treat a girl. it doesnt matter that he makes me feel brand new. i guess thats just life though. i mean what am i supposed to do about? i try and try...and i'll keep trying. i pray to god that he wont ever find out and break up with me. i know some people think thats stupid and i dont love him...and ive said that ive loved all my boyfriends...but its different this time and i dont know what it is. something that you cant look past...something that sticks out in your mind all day.
but yeah. tomorrow is his birthday and of course my parents have found away to keep me from him...i dont wanna be the one to tell him...hes been so excited about spending the whole day with me...and now he cant. wednesday will be our anniversary...and that will not be screwed up i just wont let it!
but anyways thats just how i feel...and its been on my mind for a little while so i thought i'd type it up...typing it out always makes me feel better...
but yeah. tomorrow is his birthday and of course my parents have found away to keep me from him...i dont wanna be the one to tell him...hes been so excited about spending the whole day with me...and now he cant. wednesday will be our anniversary...and that will not be screwed up i just wont let it!
but anyways thats just how i feel...and its been on my mind for a little while so i thought i'd type it up...typing it out always makes me feel better...