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this was written at 2:17 am this morning because i was too lazy to turn on the computer and update.
i spent the whole evening with paul. i even brought him hot chocolate when i picked him up tonight. again, the fucking HIGH-FIVE. i'm about to give up. i think i'll invite him to the drive in sunday night and see what happens.
a part of me wants to actually tell him that i like him, but we're both really shy when it comes to things like that. so maybe i'll invite him to the movie, hopefully he'll say yes, and then we can talk without 4 feet between us. if nothing happens by the time i start school, then, i'll deal.
i seriously need a working vibrator. i need to get laid (by someone that i don't have a lot of history with). but most of all, i need a nice, long, make out session. preferably with paul...the rest (except for the working vibrator) can come later.
just please, kiss me. or at least give me a hug or something, so i can have some hope. something.
oh, and i'm seriously digging the "girlish" figure. *melt*
i spent the whole evening with paul. i even brought him hot chocolate when i picked him up tonight. again, the fucking HIGH-FIVE. i'm about to give up. i think i'll invite him to the drive in sunday night and see what happens.
a part of me wants to actually tell him that i like him, but we're both really shy when it comes to things like that. so maybe i'll invite him to the movie, hopefully he'll say yes, and then we can talk without 4 feet between us. if nothing happens by the time i start school, then, i'll deal.
i seriously need a working vibrator. i need to get laid (by someone that i don't have a lot of history with). but most of all, i need a nice, long, make out session. preferably with paul...the rest (except for the working vibrator) can come later.
just please, kiss me. or at least give me a hug or something, so i can have some hope. something.
oh, and i'm seriously digging the "girlish" figure. *melt*