survivor: dating rachel.
so much shit.
christian got kicked out of my house tonight. why? because my stupid aunt grilled him about his pagan necklace and then tattled to my mom about it. we decided that my mom probably wouldn't let me date him anymore, and if i tried to anyway, she would make my life even more of a living hell than it already is. so we decided it was best to part ways for a while. he's staying with sergio tonight, but beyond that i have no idea where he's going to go.
i saw this coming a while ago, and was actually about to the point of telling him he had 2 weeks to get a job or a new girlfriend, the choice was his. i hadn't done it yet, but i was planning on it. i love the guy, but its like my relationship with sean. sometimes you just have to cut your losses.
on another note: i had a long interesting chat with sam tonight. a couple of them, actually. i started to talk to him on AIM with the intention of solliciting his advice regarding the latest with sean. but, it turned into one of those 'i miss you, i was an ass' kind of conversations. somehow i got him to admit that he wants me back. he said his lease was up at the place he's living on the 8th of aug, and he's either going to be moving to louisianna with his parents or to san diego. he said if he came to san diego, it would be for me. after a long conversation, i told him he should come out here, since christian and i were no more, it wouldn't hurt. i'm not getting my hopes up, because we all know sam's history. i told him i wasn't going to believe it until i had him in front of me.
if he's really serious, i'm going to offer to fly up there and drive back with him...him, of course, buying the ticket. afterall, i learned my lesson about buying airfare last time i was supposed to meet him. so if he's serious, he can buy the ticket and i'll pay him back when we get to sd.
anyway, its 130 am and i can't sleep, this house hasn't been this empty feeling in a long time. yahoo dominoes, here i come.
christian got kicked out of my house tonight. why? because my stupid aunt grilled him about his pagan necklace and then tattled to my mom about it. we decided that my mom probably wouldn't let me date him anymore, and if i tried to anyway, she would make my life even more of a living hell than it already is. so we decided it was best to part ways for a while. he's staying with sergio tonight, but beyond that i have no idea where he's going to go.
i saw this coming a while ago, and was actually about to the point of telling him he had 2 weeks to get a job or a new girlfriend, the choice was his. i hadn't done it yet, but i was planning on it. i love the guy, but its like my relationship with sean. sometimes you just have to cut your losses.
on another note: i had a long interesting chat with sam tonight. a couple of them, actually. i started to talk to him on AIM with the intention of solliciting his advice regarding the latest with sean. but, it turned into one of those 'i miss you, i was an ass' kind of conversations. somehow i got him to admit that he wants me back. he said his lease was up at the place he's living on the 8th of aug, and he's either going to be moving to louisianna with his parents or to san diego. he said if he came to san diego, it would be for me. after a long conversation, i told him he should come out here, since christian and i were no more, it wouldn't hurt. i'm not getting my hopes up, because we all know sam's history. i told him i wasn't going to believe it until i had him in front of me.
if he's really serious, i'm going to offer to fly up there and drive back with him...him, of course, buying the ticket. afterall, i learned my lesson about buying airfare last time i was supposed to meet him. so if he's serious, he can buy the ticket and i'll pay him back when we get to sd.
anyway, its 130 am and i can't sleep, this house hasn't been this empty feeling in a long time. yahoo dominoes, here i come.