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I told him on Friday that he scares me because I've never loved somebody this much before.
I told him that it scares me because I don't want to get hurt.
He said that I shouldn't be scared because he would never hurt me.
He also said that I'm different when we talk on the phone than when I e-mail him.
I haven't talked to him since then.
But I've done a lot of thinking about what he said.
It's because in e-mails I can delete and edit what I say.
It seriously takes me forever to actually be satisfied with what I say.
I think about what I'm going to say before I call him.
I don't want to sound stupid.
It's just that I go blank when I talk to him and need a plan to follow when we talk.
ugh...