tiring week
It has been a tired week. I got my ass handed to me on a silver platter, so much that its starting to feel comfortable. I dont think me and stacey are going to last much longer. im thinking of breaking it off. I just got a tattoo tuesday. its of an eagles head, and blends into a tribal design. its really sweet. Its almost healed, it just feels like a sunburn right now. i got a new job. I work for Tradesman International. They are kinda like a sub-contractor. say a contractor needs 2 masons and 5 electricians. they call us, and sub-contract us and we give them 2 masons and 5 electricians. so im happy to be back to work. i go back oct. 9. im glad to hear that Carey is preg. again. and that things are looking good between her and luke, im happy for her. she doesn't realize that in the back of my mind, i always yearn for her, and wish i never lost her in the first place. but if she doesn't dwell in the past, then i shouldn't either.
im looking for another girl. seeing if anything comes along. theres just no excitement with stacey. i dont feel any spark anymore. i did in the beginning, but i think it was only that first part in a relationship that is fun, and cool. but now i think it has weared off. i need to talk to her about it. well, im gonna go, gotta be to work in a little bit. later all,
Jared
im looking for another girl. seeing if anything comes along. theres just no excitement with stacey. i dont feel any spark anymore. i did in the beginning, but i think it was only that first part in a relationship that is fun, and cool. but now i think it has weared off. i need to talk to her about it. well, im gonna go, gotta be to work in a little bit. later all,
Jared