still around
i just had a logn weekend. I gotta go in tomorrow and open for wonch, he jsut needs some time off to himself. im still laid off, and hate it, im going insane. im one of those types that needs to be working, or I go berzerk trying to keep myself busy.
Im not too sure about stacey. shes an awesome girl, i love her, but in not IN love with her. to me, its just not what I expected. i thought I would feel diferent, and i dont feel like that. I thought I would feel the same as I used to, ya know.....do anything for her, and love her with all my heart. But I don't....I dont know why. I still love carey, thats gonna be for life i know. But I have been single for 2 1/2 years, and I guess it could be that im used to being a bachelor.....that I have to watch myself and behave. Its just not what I expected it to be with Stacey. I dont know, if you have any insight....let me know, please. I gotta get going, dreamland is calling, and i have a date with Heidi Klum :D talk with ya later LJ
Im not too sure about stacey. shes an awesome girl, i love her, but in not IN love with her. to me, its just not what I expected. i thought I would feel diferent, and i dont feel like that. I thought I would feel the same as I used to, ya know.....do anything for her, and love her with all my heart. But I don't....I dont know why. I still love carey, thats gonna be for life i know. But I have been single for 2 1/2 years, and I guess it could be that im used to being a bachelor.....that I have to watch myself and behave. Its just not what I expected it to be with Stacey. I dont know, if you have any insight....let me know, please. I gotta get going, dreamland is calling, and i have a date with Heidi Klum :D talk with ya later LJ