May 22, 2004 16:42
I shouldnt care at all right? It wasnt suposed to be the type of thing that u walk out of with feelings..
well im sorry but i did... and i wish they'd stop...
he keeps telling me...and i've been contemplating on what i should believe now.. is he just saying this to make me hate u? or is it true?
all i know is it felt like shit when i was told... and it was a feeling i hadent felt in a long time, which made me feel good
so now what do i do? i guess i pretend that everything happening is totaly superfical... and not rele there.... and that im just looking for an excuse to fill that space
im sorry.... i've just never done this before...